Final

my mid sem result was bad.
so bad,
well,
macam disangka.
i nangis after jawab paper  tu. T.T
i cried so hard, but no one knew.
i cried under the blanket.
i what's apped my big bro.
he didnt reply.
im so sad at that moment. i dont have anybody to share with.
im freaking afraid of my parents.
so i listened to a song,
"di bawah langit Mu- opick"
i dont how this song just popped out from the itunes.
seriously.
i listened, feel the lyrics, and i cried harder.

Setiap duka tak abadi
Semuanya wajah kan diuji
Pada Allah kita kan kembali


T..T
final is near, just around the corner.
few advice yang aku kutip. from mom,dad,big bro, dr hanif, sis maria,ked ,friends

-stop reminiscing about the course,facilities,college, faculties, food, friends, racist, programs. this is fate. you have to live with it ! there's something out there for you, Allah knows better than us.
-start appreciating the time. 24 hours is enough for us. yes. cukup. stop facebooking,tweeting. my mom told me, if you want to post something, post something that benefit others, like "say Alhamdullilah" see, you guys are reading it. you guys got the pahala :DD
-betulkan niat you ! yes yes. niat ye. i think i didnt know what is the purpose im taking this course. what. hmmm. i study because of Allah. Allah chose me to do this course, Allah fated me to stay in thos condition, Allah knows my level of survival. yes Allah knows. and insyaAllah, semua yg kita lakukan karena Allah semata-mata. semoga istiqamah. Aminnn
-berbakti pada parents n lecturers

big bro's

gagal bukan lgi pngakhiran....

ramai bukan lagi patut kena marah

gagal bukan lagi patut kena rotan

gagal bukan lagi patut diejek

gagal ialah permulaan untuk kejayaan

sebenarnya Allah nak suruh dekat dengan dia

Allah nak muhasabah diri awak

apa guna muhasabah?

nak jadi lagi baik la

don't worry Along tak rasa mama abah patut marah

Along ada.. kuikuikui

and mama abah tak marah nya lah :D

doakan aku. terima kasih